tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-22295497107015890772011-07-07T14:00:02.882-07:00aXphySiated_qAqAhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02206264405244018793noreply@blogger.comBlogger51100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2229549710701589077.post-70119062180980546402010-06-15T21:59:00.000-07:002010-06-15T22:04:48.644-07:00<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_Cytje72agno/TBhbSfd6BOI/AAAAAAAAABA/dOjwOS2vCcs/s1600/DSC00052.jpg"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_Cytje72agno/TBhbSfd6BOI/AAAAAAAAABA/dOjwOS2vCcs/s320/DSC00052.jpg" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5483232919566288098" /></a><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_Cytje72agno/TBhbR-BP-rI/AAAAAAAAAA4/unH1mx6bZO4/s1600/14022010553.jpg"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_Cytje72agno/TBhbR-BP-rI/AAAAAAAAAA4/unH1mx6bZO4/s320/14022010553.jpg" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5483232910587722418" /></a><br />i love him,,,,,,<div><br /></div><div>will always be,,,</div><div><br /></div><div>seems like everything back in control....</div><div><br /></div><div>our relationship, our love......</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/2229549710701589077-7011906218098054640?l=kenangemalam.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>aXphySiated_qAqAhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02206264405244018793noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2229549710701589077.post-55598261720978473602009-09-10T14:32:00.000-07:002009-09-10T22:51:03.380-07:00<div style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-weight: bold; font-family: courier new; color: rgb(204, 51, 204);">hmmmm, dalam hidup ni x sumer org sempurna...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; font-family: courier new; color: rgb(204, 51, 204);">ntahla...bilew x tdo ni,,,</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; font-family: courier new; color: rgb(204, 51, 204);">tepk sendiri what world has changed me....</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; font-family: courier new; color: rgb(204, 51, 204);">i wonder why human like the word 'hate'...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; font-family: courier new; color: rgb(204, 51, 204);">where aku sendiri pon a human, manyak kali jgak gune perkataan toh....</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; font-family: courier new; color: rgb(204, 51, 204);">while actually hating is not a good feeling....</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; font-family: courier new; color: rgb(204, 51, 204);">trust me, by hating u x aman...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; font-family: courier new; color: rgb(204, 51, 204);">by hating you cannot sleep...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; font-family: courier new; color: rgb(204, 51, 204);">knowing that there's something exist that bothers u...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; font-family: courier new; color: rgb(204, 51, 204);">why do you need to bother?</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; font-family: courier new; color: rgb(204, 51, 204);">while that existence may hurt u?</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; font-family: courier new; color: rgb(204, 51, 204);">i never touch people, if people dont touch me,,,</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; font-family: courier new; color: rgb(204, 51, 204);">(so, haters!instead of asking why am i doing something to you, it's good for you to ask yourself</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; font-family: courier new; color: rgb(204, 51, 204);">what have you done to me)</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; font-family: courier new; color: rgb(204, 51, 204);">still, i made up my mind....</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; font-family: courier new; color: rgb(204, 51, 204);">the feeling to be hate is better than hating.... </span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; font-family: courier new; color: rgb(204, 51, 204);">i forgave everything~</span><br /><br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/2229549710701589077-5559826172097847360?l=kenangemalam.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>aXphySiated_qAqAhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02206264405244018793noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2229549710701589077.post-37759330940358807482009-08-29T23:43:00.000-07:002009-08-29T23:54:27.844-07:00<div align="center"><span style="font-family:courier new;color:#ff0000;">halamak,,,sedap giler berbuke ngan family dekat rumah tetap sendiri...</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:courier new;color:#ff0000;"></span> </div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:courier new;color:#ff0000;">di tanah tumpah darahku, tmpat aku membesar...</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:Courier New;color:#ff0000;"></span> </div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:Courier New;color:#ff0000;">bnagun pukul 1, bangun2 mandi2,siap2,</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:Courier New;color:#ff0000;"></span> </div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:Courier New;color:#ff0000;">ikot mak gi pasar....</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:Courier New;color:#ff0000;"></span> </div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:Courier New;color:#ff0000;">balik, tengok t.v jap...</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:Courier New;color:#ff0000;"></span> </div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:Courier New;color:#ff0000;">tolong mak preapare bahan2,,,</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:Courier New;color:#ff0000;"></span> </div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:Courier New;color:#ff0000;">dok la aku sengsorank depan t.v </span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:Courier New;"></span> </div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:Courier New;color:#009900;"><strong>mengupas bawang, menyiang ikan...</strong></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:Courier New;color:#ff0000;"></span> </div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:Courier New;color:#ff0000;">habis2, cuci tangan, masuk bilik,</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:Courier New;color:#ff0000;"></span> </div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:Courier New;color:#ff0000;">pasang aircond, tengok t.v..</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:Courier New;color:#ff0000;"></span> </div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:Courier New;color:#ff0000;">tau2<span style="color:#33cc00;"> <strong>tido</strong></span>...</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:Courier New;color:#ff0000;"></span> </div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:Courier New;color:#ff0000;">jge balik, bangun,tolong mak masak...</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:Courier New;color:#ff0000;"></span> </div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:courier new;color:#ff6666;">menyibuk2...</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:Courier New;color:#ff6666;"></span> </div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:Courier New;color:#ff6666;">habis siap masak, on9 jap...</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:Courier New;color:#ff6666;"></span> </div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:Courier New;color:#ff6666;">tau2 dah berbuke,,,,</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:Courier New;color:#ff6666;"></span> </div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:Courier New;color:#ff6666;">makan2, burp sikit,,,sembahyang maghrib,,,</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:Courier New;color:#ff6666;"></span> </div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:Courier New;color:#ff6666;">habis smbhyang,</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:Courier New;color:#ff6666;"></span> </div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:Courier New;color:#ff6666;"><strong><span style="color:#009900;">si hubby muchok dinasour</span></strong> yang kuat makan</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:Courier New;color:#ff6666;"></span> </div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:Courier New;color:#ff6666;">pon talepon...</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:Courier New;color:#ff6666;"></span> </div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:Courier New;color:#009900;"><strong>gadoh2, nanges2, pastu cayunk2,</strong></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:Courier New;color:#009900;"><strong></strong></span> </div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:Courier New;color:#009900;"><strong>rindu2, berbaik..</strong></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:Courier New;color:#009900;"><strong></strong></span> </div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:Courier New;color:#009900;"><strong>say i love you...</strong></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:Courier New;color:#ff6666;"></span> </div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:Courier New;color:#ff6666;">die pon <span style="color:#009900;">reply i love you damn much...</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:Courier New;color:#009900;"></span> </div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:Courier New;color:#ff6666;">hang up, mandi2, mayunk isyak, pg terawih </span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:Courier New;color:#ff6666;"></span> </div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:Courier New;color:#ff6666;">balik, telentang pukan, sembang ngan mak, ayah,</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:Courier New;color:#ff6666;"></span> </div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:Courier New;color:#ff6666;">pelok adik, pukol abg (kuat mengusek alan tuh),</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:Courier New;color:#ff6666;"></span> </div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:Courier New;color:#ff6666;"><strong><span style="color:#3333ff;">Tido!!~~~</span></strong>begitulah rutin ku.. </span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:Courier New;"></span> </div><div align="center"><span style="color:#cc0000;"><strong>lalalallalaallala</strong></span></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/2229549710701589077-3775933094035880748?l=kenangemalam.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>aXphySiated_qAqAhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02206264405244018793noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2229549710701589077.post-33917141102732526802009-08-17T01:38:00.000-07:002009-08-17T02:17:39.455-07:00<blockquote></blockquote><div style="text-align: center; color: rgb(0, 0, 0);"><span style="font-family:verdana;">hmm, so actually i'm like soooo beginner in diz blogging....</span><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;">since i'm the one who hardly <span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153); font-weight: bold;">express</span> my feeling..</span><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;">still,i 'm just a human being who could always be influenced by the enviroment..</span><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;">i guess gratitude should be given to both of me sweetest love, <span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 153, 102);">baby anish</span><span style="color: rgb(255, 153, 102);"> <span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);">and si</span> </span><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 153, 102);">kupai fEefEE</span><span style="color: rgb(255, 153, 102);">......</span></span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 153, 0);">h<span style="font-weight: bold;">mmm, me being me, often suck myself into da </span><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0); font-weight: bold;">lala</span><span style="font-weight: bold;"> land..(act i dun like da lala word<---fuck)</span></span><br />actually my lala land is more towards what life is all about????<br />and what about life????i mean world of mine, and world that i am in..<br />hehe bwat pew plak nak pk dunie orang kn???<br />bile difikirkan secare teliti,,,,(hah tibe malay plak kan???)hehe<br />i have to say, NoW i'm livin' o good life..<br />i have parents yang sangat lah baik,,,,<br />i never dream of having another parents other than mine now...<br />they give full education...<br />i mean dalam akademik,agama,mahupun sikap,<br />cumenyew i am the one who is not really obedient to my parents<br />time dulu la....<br />zaman otak x berkembang, asyik rase diri sendiri jew yang betul...<br />patut kew????<span style="font-size:100%;"><br />hantar gi mengaji, sukew mengelat kate jew....<br />hantar gi skolah asrama, separuh agama lagi,,lompat pagar,,<br />(padahal pengawas tuh)<br />mak kate, jgn buat, ohhhh yang tu yang paling syok buat tu..<br />ayah, pukul....kaki yang pukul tuh jugakla melangkah ke larangan...<br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 255); font-weight: bold;">so, am i the one at fault???</span></span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;"><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0); font-weight: bold;">yes i am...<br />:(<br /><span style="font-size:85%;"><span style="font-weight: bold;"><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);">are my parents are guilty???<br />Of course They are<span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);"> NOT</span> guilty.....<br />tapi naseb baek la, ayah and mak never faild, never felt bored thinking of me...<br />dekat2 nk exam form 5, mak kawal gilew..<br />stop sume bf2 jap..<br />pg skolah, mak anta sampai pintu pagar, pg mintak kelas dgn pitu pagar,,,<br />so bile kuar, terus nampak...<br />tak la sempat nak lari manew...<br />padahla x niat pun nak lari...<br />balik skolah,,,,pintu bilik mulenyew kayu,,<br />tukar jadi cermin...<br />ambik!!!~<br />hahahahahah<br />lawak.....<br />tp lepas jew exam....hah<br />pg la manew nk pg..<br />syaratnyew bgtau dgn sapew??<br />balik mesti sebelum pukul 7!!!~<br />now, what happen to me????<br />atiqah bt salehuddin yang dulunya<br />pernah jatuh dari kedivaan nyew<br />seorang exco pengawas, exco keselamatan asrama puteri,<br />yang tertangkap panjat pagar!!!~(malu gILEWWWW~)<br />back in action,,,merangkak naik,,<br />membetulkan nama ayah yang seumur hidup akan dijunjung..<br />now,,,it's quiet an achievement..<br />i am an ex student of uitm shah alam,pre tesl,,<br />presently,,,a bachelor degree student in upm,serdang...<br />to be compare with wat my parents invest to me..<br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 0, 0);">IT IS NOTHING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!~<br />but trust me dearest parents...<br />i promise you...<br />i am no angel,,,<br />i am no devil...<br />but i promise you to be the best human( who made mistakes)<br />i guess dad, u know it...<br />u are the one who always teach me that no one is perfect....<br />no matter how naughty i am,,,<br />i will junjung my dignity....<br />no matter how i go,,<br />i will always realize where i came from....<br /><br /><br />p/s: never blame parents for their children flaws..... :(<br /></span><br /><br /></span></span></span></span></span><br /><br /><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;font-family:verdana;" ></span></div><span style="font-family:verdana;"><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;"></span></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/2229549710701589077-3391714110273252680?l=kenangemalam.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>aXphySiated_qAqAhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02206264405244018793noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2229549710701589077.post-25012717079548558012009-08-15T00:05:00.000-07:002009-08-19T01:15:43.559-07:00Why does he make me this way…<br />Person who loves me would never leaves me in worry,,,<br />Person who loves me, would never makes me feel anxious,<br />Person who loves me would never makes me feel betrayed,<br />Person who loves me would always makes me feel safe..<br />Person who loves me would always find ways to make me live comfortably..<br />Person who loves me would never remind and downgraded me of my flaws…<br /><br />What did I do wrong????<br />What should I do to make u believe in me?<br />As if “u never cheated on me” ( and of cause you did)<br />I forgave u, but when it comes to me….<br />Then, you know how it hurts…(oh boy, do u really deserve me?)<br />And asking me ‘please don’t do that again to me,’<br />U know what, u r so pathetic!!<br /><br /><br />U were out meeting someone so called your ‘bestfriend’ girlfriend,<br />Without his acknowledgement, still u call him ‘bestfriend’,<br />Dude, u got no brain!!!~<br />Acting like it wasn’t a sin, u should thank god I’m not so mean,,DAMN IT!!~<br />U denied everything u ever did…<br />I felt like punching u and that horny bitch right on the face!<br />I got angry, pull out my emotions to the guy so called ‘love’,<br />Still!you put the blame on me..<br />So it means, I don’t have the right to get angry…<br />So tell me, who am I? clearly,it shows your stupidity..<br /><br /><br /><br />Honestly saying, I’m a girl wif brain…<br />If I want money, I could find myself..<br />If I want property,,halOO!!~u know me and my family..<br />At the age 20, I got car, houses, territory, business, what else?U NAME it??under my name..<br />So tell me, after 6 years, what have u gave me???<br />Not even a penny!!!~~and u r acting like u r the boss of me!!~~<br />Right from your hair to the tips of the toe,,<br />Get into reality…u r NOTHING WITHOUT ME!!!~~~<br /><br />Still,I don’t know, why I still love you…<br />I don’t know why I still love your soft kiss,<br />I don’t know why I still love your pampering hugs,<br />I don’t know why is still believe that your heart belongs to me,<br />Still believe that you are always be there for me,<br />Still believe that you are the one I could lean on and cry,<br /><br />Seriously,<br />I’m a fucking shiT!!~<br />I still love you, and will love you till the end of time,<br />Coz you are my ultimate love, you are always do,<br />Yet, I have to let you go, before I’ll start hating you…<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/2229549710701589077-2501271707954855801?l=kenangemalam.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>aXphySiated_qAqAhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02206264405244018793noreply@blogger.com0