Saturday, August 15, 2009

The heart of deaf & blind hottie lady~

Why does he make me this way…
Person who loves me would never leaves me in worry,,,
Person who loves me, would never makes me feel anxious,
Person who loves me would never makes me feel betrayed,
Person who loves me would always makes me feel safe..
Person who loves me would always find ways to make me live comfortably..
Person who loves me would never remind and downgraded me of my flaws…

What did I do wrong????
What should I do to make u believe in me?
As if “u never cheated on me” ( and of cause you did)
I forgave u, but when it comes to me….
Then, you know how it hurts…(oh boy, do u really deserve me?)
And asking me ‘please don’t do that again to me,’
U know what, u r so pathetic!!


U were out meeting someone so called your ‘bestfriend’ girlfriend,
Without his acknowledgement, still u call him ‘bestfriend’,
Dude, u got no brain!!!~
Acting like it wasn’t a sin, u should thank god I’m not so mean,,DAMN IT!!~
U denied everything u ever did…
I felt like punching u and that horny bitch right on the face!
I got angry, pull out my emotions to the guy so called ‘love’,
Still!you put the blame on me..
So it means, I don’t have the right to get angry…
So tell me, who am I? clearly,it shows your stupidity..



Honestly saying, I’m a girl wif brain…
If I want money, I could find myself..
If I want property,,halOO!!~u know me and my family..
At the age 20, I got car, houses, territory, business, what else?U NAME it??under my name..
So tell me, after 6 years, what have u gave me???
Not even a penny!!!~~and u r acting like u r the boss of me!!~~
Right from your hair to the tips of the toe,,
Get into reality…u r NOTHING WITHOUT ME!!!~~~

Still,I don’t know, why I still love you…
I don’t know why I still love your soft kiss,
I don’t know why I still love your pampering hugs,
I don’t know why is still believe that your heart belongs to me,
Still believe that you are always be there for me,
Still believe that you are the one I could lean on and cry,

Seriously,
I’m a fucking shiT!!~
I still love you, and will love you till the end of time,
Coz you are my ultimate love, you are always do,
Yet, I have to let you go, before I’ll start hating you…

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